Tuesday, January 30
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hello everyone. (:
just to update my happiest day in this month.
29 jan'o7
went interview at boonlay.
with bong.
sat mrt all the way from east to west.
met new people at company.
lara, tiffany, aaron & pretty nicole. (:
that's the best i could recalled.
i'm sorry. =\
will be starting work most probably on 3rd.
lady luck has been with me recently. (:
went jurong point.
barge into beautiful and classy toilets.
while bong bought rubberbands.
went all the way back here,
for hanakimi autograph session. ahjing. =DD
accompanied bong to get her daren cd.
went back to tm,
it was super packed there.
the crowd went one whole round till mj.
it was only 4pm then and the autography session starts only at 7pm.
ate pasta mania while waiting for mich & xuan.
ate marinara as usual.
it has been a long time since i ate pastamania.
hmmph, eversince we're not together anymore?
went phins after that cos pasta mania's outdoor is closed.
shared one seafood platter.
i ordered ice peach tea ;
mich ordered ice choc ;
while bong ordered ice mocha.
girl's chat as usual.
and lots of laughters provided.
especially that crazyass mich.
she went to ask the event crew abt the autography session.
i accompied her there and both crews are busily chatting to each other.
and that's when the conversation starts..
mich: "HELLLLO~~" (in a draggy yet funny tone)
i couldn't stand it and burst into laughters.
event crew: -look at mich and continue their conversation-
mich: "HELLLLO~~" (in the same tone)
and my laughter goes on and on.
and also the waiter at phins is so humourous.
we were ready to order but he ignore us.
and when mich look at him,
trying to give the hint that we're ready for order,
guess what he did.
HE SMILED BACK AT MICH. -.-
when he finally attend to us to get our orders,
he repeated our orders in a funny tone.
which causes me to burst into laughters again.
mich couldn't stand him and also started laughing.
worst still,
a waitress served my ice peach tea and bong's ice mocha.
and he come like a min later with mich's ice choc.
and guess what he did.
he pointed to bong's ice mocha and said,
"hey, what's that?"
we were totally dumbfound.
and also shocked by what he asked.
but mich replied,
"huh? you dunno meh?"
while mich is replying him,
we burst into laughters and laughters,
while he place mich's ice choc and left.
super hilarious.
saw my friend outside,
and we all went to her side.
timing was just right,
the autography session was just ready to get started.
but before it started,
my friend told me ahjing wont be coming.
cos he have to go back to taiwan for other shows.
urgh.
waste my money and time waiting for him.
totally kuku. -.-
but i love him still. =DDDD
ella and wu zhun came instead.
although we were quite far away,
but overall, it's still very enjoyable.
the place was very crowded.
everyone tried their best to take photo of them.
of cos, me too. (:
after today,
it just make me think back abt somethings.
i remembered dimpleboy once went bishan at 8am just to get rainie's autograph for me.
and after experienced it myself for today,
i've realised it isn't that easy.
especially for a guy to queue for some autograph, ALONE.
early in the morning summore.
but i appreciate it alot. (:
alrights, he's a nice guy afterall. (:
pictures time. =DDDD
and just to make fei lun hai's fans jealous,
i got 2 exclusive photo of them. (:
oh my oh my,
my ahjing is such a hunk.
and nobody can change my state of mind.
unless get me someone else 574times better. (:
and i'm only gonna share my ahjing with mich. (:
while bong and xuan share wu zhun.
MUAHAHAHAH.
the world is just so beautiful. =DDDD
er muo is walking towards his target.
while i'm working hard towards my goal.
we will both work hard together.
it's a promise alright? (:
take care and work hard.
thanks for everything and ilu.
what we could have been, 1/30/2007 02:42:00 AM.
Monday, January 29
just to blog abt some shocking news.
a taiwan female artist, xu wei lun,
was dead after a serious car accident.
she's only 28 this year.
on sat afternoon,
her assistant was driving her minicooper.
and they were on the way to film her new show.
her car lost control, and was hit by a big truck.
she was sent to the hospital immediately.
rescued for 12 hours.
and transfused almost 10000cc of blood.
she was still in a serious condition.
till today's 1709, her heartbeat stopped.
and after resucing her for 2 hours,
she was pronounced dead at 1937.
some things are just so coincident.
the hospital that she was sent to,
is the hospital which they are going to film her new show.
in her new show, she is suffering from some heart disease.
and her "bf" will be donating his heart to her.
but yet, now she was sent in there.
with the reason of accident.
and when reporters take photo of her damaged car,
they found a magazine on her seat.
and the page where is stained with the most blood,
is a page advertising "death note".
i know it sounds spooky.
but it's just pure coincidence i guess.
she's quite talented and have filmed quite alot of shows.
it's just a pity that such a beautiful girl passed away.
below are some photos related to her and her accident.
rest in peace.
a taiwan female artist, xu wei lun,
was dead after a serious car accident.
she's only 28 this year.
on sat afternoon,
her assistant was driving her minicooper.
and they were on the way to film her new show.
her car lost control, and was hit by a big truck.
she was sent to the hospital immediately.
rescued for 12 hours.
and transfused almost 10000cc of blood.
she was still in a serious condition.
till today's 1709, her heartbeat stopped.
and after resucing her for 2 hours,
she was pronounced dead at 1937.
some things are just so coincident.
the hospital that she was sent to,
is the hospital which they are going to film her new show.
in her new show, she is suffering from some heart disease.
and her "bf" will be donating his heart to her.
but yet, now she was sent in there.
with the reason of accident.
and when reporters take photo of her damaged car,
they found a magazine on her seat.
and the page where is stained with the most blood,
is a page advertising "death note".
i know it sounds spooky.
but it's just pure coincidence i guess.
she's quite talented and have filmed quite alot of shows.
it's just a pity that such a beautiful girl passed away.
below are some photos related to her and her accident.
rest in peace.
what we could have been, 1/29/2007 12:37:00 AM.
Saturday, January 27
heyheys,
didn't manage to blog cos i'm busy recently.
i dont even have time to edit my new blog skin.
ohwells, shall update what happen this few days.
24th jan'o7
went town for some shopping.
from fareast to topshop to forever21.
and i swear zhenyi's leg is super tough.
mine nearly died due to the long walks.
i didn't manage to find the heels i wanted.
but it's alright,
i bought a new top. (:
it's a dress kind of top.
and i'm gonna wear it with a belt. (:
went to look for manda.
saw gen, xuan, ruth and mich outside.
manda was delighted when she saw me.
tried on a top in her shop.
it was nice, but the color dont suit me. =\
25th jan'o7
met manda at 11am.
went tampines to buy bong's present.
we bought her show's 2nd version album.
met bong at east point.
skipped town as we're kinda sick of it.
ate bk. saw amelia and her mom.
went pet safari. saw lots of super cute pups.
had some shopping.
went arcade. made hell lots of noise.
went starbucks.
bong had her mocha.
took lots of candid shot.
bong wanted to buy chicken pie.
but was called back by me.
giving her a excuse that i wanna show her photos.
while manda bought her a orea cheesecake.
with a candle on it.
drew some wordings on it.
and gave it to bong.
she was speechless, we know.
den we told her to search her bag,
for a surprise present.
she did, and found herself the show's album we placed inside earlier on.
all i can say was, she totally dumbfounded. (:
it was an enjoyable day.
had lots of fun with them.
went sakae after that,
had my charwamushi. =DDDDD
and we have agreed on a sakae lunch.
hope it will come real soon. (:
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY myprecious.
i love you. (:
alrights,
shall end here.
my hanazakarino kimitachine is waiting for me. (:
BYEBYES.
<font size=0> the rain, just never seems to bring the joy
i feel the same. everlasting pain of my loss remains.
my heart, cant seems to learn to part.
the hole you left the mark,
all that i dreamt of now it seems so dark.
thou i told myself i wont hold my breathe,
a part of me is dying.
there's nothing left for me to do now, but give in.
didn't manage to blog cos i'm busy recently.
i dont even have time to edit my new blog skin.
ohwells, shall update what happen this few days.
24th jan'o7
went town for some shopping.
from fareast to topshop to forever21.
and i swear zhenyi's leg is super tough.
mine nearly died due to the long walks.
i didn't manage to find the heels i wanted.
but it's alright,
i bought a new top. (:
it's a dress kind of top.
and i'm gonna wear it with a belt. (:
went to look for manda.
saw gen, xuan, ruth and mich outside.
manda was delighted when she saw me.
tried on a top in her shop.
it was nice, but the color dont suit me. =\
25th jan'o7
met manda at 11am.
went tampines to buy bong's present.
we bought her show's 2nd version album.
met bong at east point.
skipped town as we're kinda sick of it.
ate bk. saw amelia and her mom.
went pet safari. saw lots of super cute pups.
had some shopping.
went arcade. made hell lots of noise.
went starbucks.
bong had her mocha.
took lots of candid shot.
bong wanted to buy chicken pie.
but was called back by me.
giving her a excuse that i wanna show her photos.
while manda bought her a orea cheesecake.
with a candle on it.
drew some wordings on it.
and gave it to bong.
she was speechless, we know.
den we told her to search her bag,
for a surprise present.
she did, and found herself the show's album we placed inside earlier on.
all i can say was, she totally dumbfounded. (:
it was an enjoyable day.
had lots of fun with them.
went sakae after that,
had my charwamushi. =DDDDD
and we have agreed on a sakae lunch.
hope it will come real soon. (:
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY myprecious.
i love you. (:
alrights,
shall end here.
my hanazakarino kimitachine is waiting for me. (:
BYEBYES.
<font size=0> the rain, just never seems to bring the joy
i feel the same. everlasting pain of my loss remains.
my heart, cant seems to learn to part.
the hole you left the mark,
all that i dreamt of now it seems so dark.
thou i told myself i wont hold my breathe,
a part of me is dying.
there's nothing left for me to do now, but give in.
what we could have been, 1/27/2007 01:47:00 AM.
Wednesday, January 24
i've noticed something abt me.
which is,
i tend to just hold my pee when i'm at home.
even if its very urgent as i hog on the computer.
i just refuse to go, until i start shivering.
and it's applying to me right now. =\
which is,
i tend to just hold my pee when i'm at home.
even if its very urgent as i hog on the computer.
i just refuse to go, until i start shivering.
and it's applying to me right now. =\
what we could have been, 1/24/2007 03:38:00 AM.
found another 80 new stuffs.
80 more new stuffs for editting use. (:
weeee, i'm so delighted. =DDD
wont be blogging tml night i guess.
going out with zhenyi to buy birkenstock.
and of cos my heels. =DDD
wellwell, i wont be blogging that often anymore.
only when i have inspiration.
i've run out of stuffs to blog abt.
but i'll still look at my tag board.
so, if there is important matters,
either tag me here or nudge me in msn. (:
oh ya,
remember the one & only person on my despite list?
she praise one of the actor whom i'm memerised in, cute.
yucks.
my reaction was so HUGE when i saw it.
and zhenyi have to hit my thigh to stop me.
grrr.
i just dont like the fact that she likes the same actor as me.
what a copycat. =\
ihateherihateherihateherihateherihateher.
alright,
off to bed. (:
BYEBYES & ilu,sweets. (:
i guess i'm almost there.
just dont appear in front of me.
even thou i really wanna see you so badly.
i just dont wanna break down again.
you never know how much hurt you've brought to me.
80 more new stuffs for editting use. (:
weeee, i'm so delighted. =DDD
wont be blogging tml night i guess.
going out with zhenyi to buy birkenstock.
and of cos my heels. =DDD
wellwell, i wont be blogging that often anymore.
only when i have inspiration.
i've run out of stuffs to blog abt.
but i'll still look at my tag board.
so, if there is important matters,
either tag me here or nudge me in msn. (:
oh ya,
remember the one & only person on my despite list?
she praise one of the actor whom i'm memerised in, cute.
yucks.
my reaction was so HUGE when i saw it.
and zhenyi have to hit my thigh to stop me.
grrr.
i just dont like the fact that she likes the same actor as me.
what a copycat. =\
ihateherihateherihateherihateherihateher.
alright,
off to bed. (:
BYEBYES & ilu,sweets. (:
i guess i'm almost there.
just dont appear in front of me.
even thou i really wanna see you so badly.
i just dont wanna break down again.
you never know how much hurt you've brought to me.
what we could have been, 1/24/2007 03:10:00 AM.
Tuesday, January 23
yeayea, thats how much i love him. =DDD
actually, i dont intend to blog.
and it's hard to sit in front of the com.
cos my eyes are closing.
slept at 4am last night,
and woke up after 6 hours of sleep.
oh btw, we are going for another round of interview.
means, we're getting closer to our job.
weeeee, i'm smiling like a 6 yr old kid since morning. ((:
alright,
i shall make it short and sweet.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BONG. ((:
this will be my 5th b'day greeting to you.
i hope you will be happy everyday.
take care of yourself,
and hope we will have fun during work. (:
and lastly, i love you too. [:
okayokays,
i'm off to bed.
before i turn into a panda like how michelle cursed me. (:
BYEBYES.
i just wanna live in my own fairytale.
with you;
me;
us;
our fantasy;
and of cos our dreams.
what we could have been, 1/23/2007 03:12:00 AM.
Sunday, January 21
oh, hi. (:
i'm not feeling any better.
still struggling with that blocked nose.
didn't take any medication,
cos' i think it doesn't help. (:
went job hunting with junn last fri.
rushed to town for an interview.
hope we'll be employed.
pls, i just wanna heard good news on mon. (:
and i was friggin' unlucky on fri.
saw ze sun at bedok mrt platform.
manage to avoid him.
hopped on the same mrt as him.
but a cabin away.
spotted him when i alighted at orchard mrt station.
blame myself for being so unlucky.
went for that interview.
was waiting to be interviewed.
and we saw him at the door.
yeayea,
he's also there for the same interview. -.-
i try to pretend i didn't know him.
but he ruin everything.
he yelled my name out loudly.
and was asking me how to fill in the application form every min or so.
at that moment of time,
i really wanted to bury myself in some holes.
because, he's not asking it softly.
it was so uproarious that everyone from the office looked out.
and of cos the person who attended to both parties scrutinize me with that huh-you-know-him look.
urggh.
he totally spoil everything.
and of cos my day.
to further sum up my unlucky day,
and to add on my misery,
my 292 bus on the way home was not aircon-ed.
and it was friggin' hot.
plus, i'm almost choked by those dirty air released from exhaust pipe.
alright,
i should stop yanking abt my most unlucky day.
back to my life. (:
had dinner at paramount hotel today.
ala carte kind.
it was grams b'day. =DDD
i thought it would be some finger-licking food.
cos it's one of the branch where we ate last yr.
but, i guess becos there was a wedding dinner below,
and the chef probably was too busy with preps,
the food isn't that nice as i expected it would be.
we had almost 40 dishes.
ranging from appetizers like simmered sharkfin with abalone soup;
to main courses like softshell crab, oven-baked oyster with cheese;
to pekling duck, prawn & crabmeat with mayo,
to desserts like glutinous rice balls in crushed peanuts, and red bean pancake.
okayokay, i know i sound like a glutton right now.
but i just couldn't help it.
althought the food was just so-so,
but i'm super hungry just now.
and it was a BIG feast.
but after devouring everything down,
i did regret.
cos now, i'm draining my brain juice abt how to shake off those carb.
anyway,
i was blog hopping and i read a girl's blog.
(you guys dont know her.)
and she was yanking abt her sad her life is.
i really couldn't believe she's a _______.
(it have to be censored to prevent troubles.
dun worry, it's not some insulting words.)
seriously speaking,
my life is much more colourful compared to hers.
she really sounds pathetic.
and my purpose of commenting on it is,
i think she should learn how to cherish her life.
instead of crying and nagging abt her life.
totally look down on such people. tsktsk.
freshly updated:
[after reading her entry again and again,
thinking what's really wrong with her,
it finally dawned on me that,
she's just seeking attention.
making everyone think how poor thing she is.
which her acts really making me despise her.
and i totally can't believe she claims she has never done any bad things before.
i dont have to further explain,
she shld know what she has done/said herself.
i've never detest & abhor someone so much.
she's the one and only on my name list. ]
but after reading her entry,
it makes me feel i really so FORTUNATE. =DDDD
with daddy, mummy, and zhenyi beside me.
all my girlfriends around me.
and that someone special somewhere. (:
i'm so loved, i know. =DDD
sometimes,
we should be satisified with our simple life.
and not ask for exaggerated life which we might get choked-up someday.
i'm pretty happy with my life currently.
not having any burden or responsibility,
and just live my life like how i want it to be.
awww, it sounds totally great. ((:
wellwell,
i think i shld turn in now.
cos it's almost 4am.
and i couldn't believe i started out this entry just to blog abt what's going on in my life recently and yet i wrote so much in the end.
am i amazing? (:
but it nearly took me 2 hours to complete this entry.
am i getting more and more naggy nowadays? :(
so yeayea, byes.
time has kinda proven i dont really need you.
so i guess, forgetting you is just a matter of time.
you might find someone whom you loved alot more than me,
but trust me, you'll never find someone who love you as much as me.
so, hope both of us will find our mr and mrs right very soon. (:
i'm not feeling any better.
still struggling with that blocked nose.
didn't take any medication,
cos' i think it doesn't help. (:
went job hunting with junn last fri.
rushed to town for an interview.
hope we'll be employed.
pls, i just wanna heard good news on mon. (:
and i was friggin' unlucky on fri.
saw ze sun at bedok mrt platform.
manage to avoid him.
hopped on the same mrt as him.
but a cabin away.
spotted him when i alighted at orchard mrt station.
blame myself for being so unlucky.
went for that interview.
was waiting to be interviewed.
and we saw him at the door.
yeayea,
he's also there for the same interview. -.-
i try to pretend i didn't know him.
but he ruin everything.
he yelled my name out loudly.
and was asking me how to fill in the application form every min or so.
at that moment of time,
i really wanted to bury myself in some holes.
because, he's not asking it softly.
it was so uproarious that everyone from the office looked out.
and of cos the person who attended to both parties scrutinize me with that huh-you-know-him look.
urggh.
he totally spoil everything.
and of cos my day.
to further sum up my unlucky day,
and to add on my misery,
my 292 bus on the way home was not aircon-ed.
and it was friggin' hot.
plus, i'm almost choked by those dirty air released from exhaust pipe.
alright,
i should stop yanking abt my most unlucky day.
back to my life. (:
had dinner at paramount hotel today.
ala carte kind.
it was grams b'day. =DDD
i thought it would be some finger-licking food.
cos it's one of the branch where we ate last yr.
but, i guess becos there was a wedding dinner below,
and the chef probably was too busy with preps,
the food isn't that nice as i expected it would be.
we had almost 40 dishes.
ranging from appetizers like simmered sharkfin with abalone soup;
to main courses like softshell crab, oven-baked oyster with cheese;
to pekling duck, prawn & crabmeat with mayo,
to desserts like glutinous rice balls in crushed peanuts, and red bean pancake.
okayokay, i know i sound like a glutton right now.
but i just couldn't help it.
althought the food was just so-so,
but i'm super hungry just now.
and it was a BIG feast.
but after devouring everything down,
i did regret.
cos now, i'm draining my brain juice abt how to shake off those carb.
anyway,
i was blog hopping and i read a girl's blog.
(you guys dont know her.)
and she was yanking abt her sad her life is.
i really couldn't believe she's a _______.
(it have to be censored to prevent troubles.
dun worry, it's not some insulting words.)
seriously speaking,
my life is much more colourful compared to hers.
she really sounds pathetic.
and my purpose of commenting on it is,
i think she should learn how to cherish her life.
instead of crying and nagging abt her life.
totally look down on such people. tsktsk.
freshly updated:
[after reading her entry again and again,
thinking what's really wrong with her,
it finally dawned on me that,
she's just seeking attention.
making everyone think how poor thing she is.
which her acts really making me despise her.
and i totally can't believe she claims she has never done any bad things before.
i dont have to further explain,
she shld know what she has done/said herself.
i've never detest & abhor someone so much.
she's the one and only on my name list. ]
but after reading her entry,
it makes me feel i really so FORTUNATE. =DDDD
with daddy, mummy, and zhenyi beside me.
all my girlfriends around me.
and that someone special somewhere. (:
i'm so loved, i know. =DDD
sometimes,
we should be satisified with our simple life.
and not ask for exaggerated life which we might get choked-up someday.
i'm pretty happy with my life currently.
not having any burden or responsibility,
and just live my life like how i want it to be.
awww, it sounds totally great. ((:
wellwell,
i think i shld turn in now.
cos it's almost 4am.
and i couldn't believe i started out this entry just to blog abt what's going on in my life recently and yet i wrote so much in the end.
am i amazing? (:
but it nearly took me 2 hours to complete this entry.
am i getting more and more naggy nowadays? :(
so yeayea, byes.
time has kinda proven i dont really need you.
so i guess, forgetting you is just a matter of time.
you might find someone whom you loved alot more than me,
but trust me, you'll never find someone who love you as much as me.
so, hope both of us will find our mr and mrs right very soon. (:
what we could have been, 1/21/2007 02:08:00 AM.
Thursday, January 18
panadols doesn't help.
i'm still feeling very very sick.
planned to go back school with vivien.
but was cancelled.
i dont even have the strength to crawl down my bed.
but still....
the porridge with lots of love doesn't help too. :(
alrights,
i shld get some rest.
nights world. (:
BYEBYES.
dont understand why you have to expose the identity of dimpleBOY.
expose everything and pretended nothing has happen.
totally like how a jerk does things.
i guess, thats the impression i have on you now.
you and monkey shld be GOOD friends. (:
i'm still feeling very very sick.
planned to go back school with vivien.
but was cancelled.
i dont even have the strength to crawl down my bed.
but still....
the porridge with lots of love doesn't help too. :(
alrights,
i shld get some rest.
nights world. (:
BYEBYES.
dont understand why you have to expose the identity of dimpleBOY.
expose everything and pretended nothing has happen.
totally like how a jerk does things.
i guess, thats the impression i have on you now.
you and monkey shld be GOOD friends. (:
what we could have been, 1/18/2007 01:22:00 AM.
Wednesday, January 17
goshgosh, i'm falling sick soon.
felt my head spinning;
my water-tap-like-nose;
and my body temperature rising.
i guess i'll be alright after consuming some panadols.
geeees, i HATE pills. *pouts
okayokays, i shall end there then.
byes and loves to all. (:
how much i hope you would give me a call.
and show me some concern.
i miss you badly.
& i only love my er muo.
felt my head spinning;
my water-tap-like-nose;
and my body temperature rising.
i guess i'll be alright after consuming some panadols.
geeees, i HATE pills. *pouts
okayokays, i shall end there then.
byes and loves to all. (:
how much i hope you would give me a call.
and show me some concern.
i miss you badly.
& i only love my er muo.
what we could have been, 1/17/2007 12:55:00 AM.
Monday, January 15
my heart gets all the pain.
after it spoke up for me.
i sadly longed for the love we had.
after living in a world w/o you,
everything about me is in sadness.
because nothing matters anymore.
if i could turn back time,
i wouldn't have let you go.
but if you're going away further from me,
what else can i do?
maybe i just wanted you let you know how i feel.
but as time passes,
you just smile and tell me you're sorry.
now, i'll just erase all my sadness thru those happy memories.
as i watch over you who always lived in me.
i will wait for you who i believe will return someday.
ilu.
what we could have been, 1/15/2007 04:03:00 PM.
wellwell, i know i ought to update.
but i'm just to busy with lots of stuffs.
anyway, lifes' been pretty great for me.
ohwells, i shall fill you guys in with what happened. =DD
1oth jan'o7
went out with junn.
pop-ed in to look for mydearest.
went simei for an interview,
followed by plaza sing. ((:
went daiso to buy my soups.
but it was a wasted trip there.
cos all were sold out,
and they have not stocked up yet.
went starbucks to rest our dead legs.
and we basically went MAD in starbucks.
my high-heels were definately killing me,
for the love of beauty i wore those killer high-heels. =\
met tianshui in the evening.
he accompanied me back to tampines.
we took the wrong train,
and went all the way to outram.
and from outram back to tampines,
i was standing thru out the whole journey.
counted 6 blisters when i reached home.
gasp, for the love of beauty. tsk.
anyway, thanks tianshui for accompany me. (:
12th jan'o7
bbq with my 2/2'o4. =DDDDD
i had so much fun.
even when only 9 ppl turned up.
guanpeng's dad fetch us to vivien's hse.
went parkway after that.
bought stuffs that are needed,
and proceed to our pit 30.
we made helluva of noises,
jumps and screams.
runs and cam-whoring. (:
although it was raining very heavily,
but we had a shelter over our head.
and i can say,
it's definately testing our team spirit.
but wellwell, we did it afterall. (:
and i am extremely proud of everyone there. =DDDD
miss koh came too.
brought extra food and tibits.
and i totally felt she was one of us during the bbq.
perhaps because she threw away that teacher-kind-of-stern-face,
and had fun with us just like a close friend.
sent guanpeng, jiahao and ken home.
last destination was of cos my house,
because i'm the one paying the cab fair. (:
$10 plus. but it's all worth it.
seeing every tired pals safety home.
big satisfaction.
and i LOVE mr guanpeng too.
forever my beloved chairman.
i will never forget those moments.
you came for me with an umbrella,
making yourself totally drenched.
our anxious face when we ate the chicken wings.
we went to that super dark toilet together,
to wash prawns.
singing lullabies super loud,
to scare away "dirty stuffs".
MUAHAHHHAAH.
seriously speaking,
you are the BEST chairman i've ever seen.
and i love you. =DDDDDD
the bbq was a big success.
all thanks to:
-guan peng for organising.
-guan peng for buying and paying most of the things.
-ken & dinglong for building that shelter.
-dinglong & ken for starting the fire.
-jiahao the chef for cooking.
-miss koh for those food and for coming.
-vivien for brain-storming.
-esmond for helping out.
-& me for eating. (:
of cos everyone there for making that bbq such a enjoyable one. (:
love you guys.
although kinda disappointed that only 9 turned up.
but understand that everyone else is busy.
and also because of that heavy rain.
so, i shan't blame anyone. (:
bbq again alright, my 2/2'o4.
anyway, i found a old picture.
and after making comparision with the latest one,
i was laughing till my tummy got cramped.
it has been so long.
almost everyone has changed.
may it be on the outside or in the inside.
and people are leaving one by one.
2003-jonah left for acs.
2004-harry left for acs.
2005-serene went america.
2006-justin left for canada.
more and more people are leaving.
and i can't really bear.
but i really hope everyone will get together one day.
for lunch or something?
i'll definately be glad. (:
my biggest wish in the world ;
gather all 2/2'o4 for a lunch session. =DD
alrights,
i shall end here.
BYEBYES all. =DDD
glad that you are working in coffeebean.
pls take care of yourself. (:
with lots of love,
a friend who knows you best. ((:
but i'm just to busy with lots of stuffs.
anyway, lifes' been pretty great for me.
ohwells, i shall fill you guys in with what happened. =DD
1oth jan'o7
went out with junn.
pop-ed in to look for mydearest.
went simei for an interview,
followed by plaza sing. ((:
went daiso to buy my soups.
but it was a wasted trip there.
cos all were sold out,
and they have not stocked up yet.
went starbucks to rest our dead legs.
and we basically went MAD in starbucks.
my high-heels were definately killing me,
for the love of beauty i wore those killer high-heels. =\
met tianshui in the evening.
he accompanied me back to tampines.
we took the wrong train,
and went all the way to outram.
and from outram back to tampines,
i was standing thru out the whole journey.
counted 6 blisters when i reached home.
gasp, for the love of beauty. tsk.
anyway, thanks tianshui for accompany me. (:
12th jan'o7
bbq with my 2/2'o4. =DDDDD
i had so much fun.
even when only 9 ppl turned up.
guanpeng's dad fetch us to vivien's hse.
went parkway after that.
bought stuffs that are needed,
and proceed to our pit 30.
we made helluva of noises,
jumps and screams.
runs and cam-whoring. (:
although it was raining very heavily,
but we had a shelter over our head.
and i can say,
it's definately testing our team spirit.
but wellwell, we did it afterall. (:
and i am extremely proud of everyone there. =DDDD
miss koh came too.
brought extra food and tibits.
and i totally felt she was one of us during the bbq.
perhaps because she threw away that teacher-kind-of-stern-face,
and had fun with us just like a close friend.
sent guanpeng, jiahao and ken home.
last destination was of cos my house,
because i'm the one paying the cab fair. (:
$10 plus. but it's all worth it.
seeing every tired pals safety home.
big satisfaction.
and i LOVE mr guanpeng too.
forever my beloved chairman.
i will never forget those moments.
you came for me with an umbrella,
making yourself totally drenched.
our anxious face when we ate the chicken wings.
we went to that super dark toilet together,
to wash prawns.
singing lullabies super loud,
to scare away "dirty stuffs".
MUAHAHHHAAH.
seriously speaking,
you are the BEST chairman i've ever seen.
and i love you. =DDDDDD
the bbq was a big success.
all thanks to:
-guan peng for organising.
-guan peng for buying and paying most of the things.
-ken & dinglong for building that shelter.
-dinglong & ken for starting the fire.
-jiahao the chef for cooking.
-miss koh for those food and for coming.
-vivien for brain-storming.
-esmond for helping out.
-& me for eating. (:
of cos everyone there for making that bbq such a enjoyable one. (:
love you guys.
although kinda disappointed that only 9 turned up.
but understand that everyone else is busy.
and also because of that heavy rain.
so, i shan't blame anyone. (:
bbq again alright, my 2/2'o4.
anyway, i found a old picture.
and after making comparision with the latest one,
i was laughing till my tummy got cramped.
it has been so long.
almost everyone has changed.
may it be on the outside or in the inside.
and people are leaving one by one.
2003-jonah left for acs.
2004-harry left for acs.
2005-serene went america.
2006-justin left for canada.
more and more people are leaving.
and i can't really bear.
but i really hope everyone will get together one day.
for lunch or something?
i'll definately be glad. (:
my biggest wish in the world ;
gather all 2/2'o4 for a lunch session. =DD
alrights,
i shall end here.
BYEBYES all. =DDD
glad that you are working in coffeebean.
pls take care of yourself. (:
with lots of love,
a friend who knows you best. ((:
what we could have been, 1/15/2007 02:42:00 AM.
Saturday, January 13
i'm just too lazy to blog.
ohwells, i will blog asap after gp send me those photos. (:
anyways, last night's 2/2'o4 bbq was a big success.
yea, it was raining cats and dogs.
but we still had fun.
will blog real soon.
alrights,
BYEBYES. =DDDDD
kaleidoscope bring colours to people who lives in black and white world.
ohwells, i will blog asap after gp send me those photos. (:
anyways, last night's 2/2'o4 bbq was a big success.
yea, it was raining cats and dogs.
but we still had fun.
will blog real soon.
alrights,
BYEBYES. =DDDDD
kaleidoscope bring colours to people who lives in black and white world.
what we could have been, 1/13/2007 11:28:00 PM.
Friday, January 12
i broke down last night.
yah yah yah, it's because of him again.
surprisingly, after keeping myself busy for the past whole week,
i still surrender to, facts.
i kept wondering,
why not just say everything to someone?
why must i keep it to myself?
why must i just face this alone?
and after staying up the whole night and think abt it,
i still cant find out the answer.
i need a confession room.
BADLY.
2E2'o4 bbq is tml.
i really hope everything will go smoothly.
and definately hoping it will bring up my sprits. (:
updates coming up soon. =DDDD
someone who i thought i've totally forgotten abt.
someone who totally broke my heart.
and the someone is definately YOU.
"the hardest part is letting go of your dreams."
nahs, the hardest part is lettinggo of your dreams. you go.
yah yah yah, it's because of him again.
surprisingly, after keeping myself busy for the past whole week,
i still surrender to, facts.
i kept wondering,
why not just say everything to someone?
why must i keep it to myself?
why must i just face this alone?
and after staying up the whole night and think abt it,
i still cant find out the answer.
i need a confession room.
BADLY.
2E2'o4 bbq is tml.
i really hope everything will go smoothly.
and definately hoping it will bring up my sprits. (:
updates coming up soon. =DDDD
someone who i thought i've totally forgotten abt.
someone who totally broke my heart.
and the someone is definately YOU.
"the hardest part is letting go of your dreams."
nahs, the hardest part is letting
what we could have been, 1/12/2007 02:32:00 AM.
Sunday, January 7
went down for some lip-smacking food.
my family was invited to the malay wedding downstairs.
i didn't sleep for almost 20 hours when i went down.
and i was definately trying hard to uphold every single smile of mine.
gosh, i shld have slept. =\\
visited lots of webbies to kill time.
editted many photos.
made potato salad for myself. (:
played with ahboy.
and finally dozed off on the sofa at 7pm.
ate dinner when i woke up at 10pm.
and i guess, i'm kinda adapted to the new sleeping hours.
and i hope my efforts will not go down the drain. (:
was chatted with gp that night.
and he said something like,
"dreams are always opposite from reality."
and he asked me to dream of him losing money,
because he is playing mj that moment. -.-
pondered over that sentence for a while.
and i somehow find it true.
i used to dream of me and someone.
but in the end, it all went up in smokes.
and i totally agree that dreams are opposite from reality. (:
alrights, i shall end here.
BYEBYES.
love to all. =DDDD
i used to have millions of words to say when i come to this section.
but for today, my mind became totally blank.
it's either i'm just too tired.
or you have really left my mind.
take care.
my family was invited to the malay wedding downstairs.
i didn't sleep for almost 20 hours when i went down.
and i was definately trying hard to uphold every single smile of mine.
gosh, i shld have slept. =\\
visited lots of webbies to kill time.
editted many photos.
made potato salad for myself. (:
played with ahboy.
and finally dozed off on the sofa at 7pm.
ate dinner when i woke up at 10pm.
and i guess, i'm kinda adapted to the new sleeping hours.
and i hope my efforts will not go down the drain. (:
was chatted with gp that night.
and he said something like,
"dreams are always opposite from reality."
and he asked me to dream of him losing money,
because he is playing mj that moment. -.-
pondered over that sentence for a while.
and i somehow find it true.
i used to dream of me and someone.
but in the end, it all went up in smokes.
and i totally agree that dreams are opposite from reality. (:
alrights, i shall end here.
BYEBYES.
love to all. =DDDD
i used to have millions of words to say when i come to this section.
but for today, my mind became totally blank.
it's either i'm just too tired.
or you have really left my mind.
take care.
what we could have been, 1/07/2007 11:30:00 PM.
i'm so BOREDDD.
fancy blogging at 7am in the morning.
reason is simple;
i didn't sleeping since last night. (:
yeah,
i'm trying to adjust back my normal sleeping time.
instead of sleeping at 5am,
and waking up at 5pm. =\
so, i have to do it thru the hard way.
i'm not sleeping till the next night. (:
but seriously speaking, i'm dead tired.
i couldn't do anything but just yawning. =\
ohwells, efforts was paid off finally when the sun rises. (:
watching john tucker and my girl later.
to pass time.
this is definately a test of determination. (:
oh ya,
i came across a man at the mrt station earlier on.
he was definately drunk and was shouting all the way.
and he even stood at the rim of the platform.
yes, over the yellow line.
i was like ohmygosh all the way.
fearing that he would just "drop" when the mrt approaches.
but, my mrt came and i just hop on.
i cant be bothered with him anyway.
just hope that he won't hit today's headline. (:
byes and loves everyone. =DD
now tell me,
how ironic it was when the person who once pledged not to hurt you turns out to be the person who hurts you most?
how ironic it was when a person who proclaims he knows how painful it is to be hurt turns out to be the person who hurt someone else deeply?
sometimes i just feel wanna mock at you.
seriously.
but i just dun wanna make things ugly for us.
especially when i still want you as a friend.
fancy blogging at 7am in the morning.
reason is simple;
i didn't sleeping since last night. (:
yeah,
i'm trying to adjust back my normal sleeping time.
instead of sleeping at 5am,
and waking up at 5pm. =\
so, i have to do it thru the hard way.
i'm not sleeping till the next night. (:
but seriously speaking, i'm dead tired.
i couldn't do anything but just yawning. =\
ohwells, efforts was paid off finally when the sun rises. (:
watching john tucker and my girl later.
to pass time.
this is definately a test of determination. (:
oh ya,
i came across a man at the mrt station earlier on.
he was definately drunk and was shouting all the way.
and he even stood at the rim of the platform.
yes, over the yellow line.
i was like ohmygosh all the way.
fearing that he would just "drop" when the mrt approaches.
but, my mrt came and i just hop on.
i cant be bothered with him anyway.
just hope that he won't hit today's headline. (:
byes and loves everyone. =DD
now tell me,
how ironic it was when the person who once pledged not to hurt you turns out to be the person who hurts you most?
how ironic it was when a person who proclaims he knows how painful it is to be hurt turns out to be the person who hurt someone else deeply?
sometimes i just feel wanna mock at you.
seriously.
but i just dun wanna make things ugly for us.
especially when i still want you as a friend.
what we could have been, 1/07/2007 05:38:00 AM.
Friday, January 5
love is like blended choc.
rich and sweet at first;
but bland as time goes by.
was busy recently.
no time to blog.
alright, i shall fill in the blanks then. (:
3rd january'o7
went plazasing with junn and zhenyi.
went spotlight to mess ard.
had mos burger for lunch.
went daiso for cheap thrills. (:
and, we starbucks-ed again. =DDD
wheeeeeee.
i'm lovin it. (:
i bought a new pair of heels. (:
and lots of jap stuffs from daiso.
gosh, i'm so elated. =DD
was chatting with manda and junn that night.
all 3 of us kinda miss school.
and were so jealous abt ppl who are going back to school.
take a look at our conversation. (:
manda's
junn's
mine.
our madness after midnight. (:
4th january'o6
nothing much happened though.
just some misunderstanding occurred between me and someone.
and he msg-ed me in some unkind tone.
although some of his words can be quite crude,
but i didn't cry again this time. (:
perhaps the slow-minded me need time to digest, then cry.
perhaps the feelings for him have already faded.
or perhaps i'm just used to his nasty words.
but i know myself,
i just wanna be friends this time.
and if that really happens some day,
i will choose not to believe in you and your fibs. (:
so don't worry.
okayokays, i shall end here.
BYES!
how much i wanted to scold you back.
how much i wanted you to laugh at your dumbness,
for falling in love with someone whom you dun even know.
how much i wanted to argue back and fight for my rights for loving someone.
how much i wanted to yell at you for 'ruining' my life.
i kept that away eventually.
trying to prove i'm living very well w/o you. (:
what we could have been, 1/05/2007 03:52:00 AM.
Tuesday, January 2
lunch with family this afternoon. wanted to go tamp's ikea but dropped that plan as people were squeezing like canned sardines. went to buy some groceries instead, for dinner's pork chop. had hell lots of fun cam-whoring and running frantically for stuffs. =DDafterall, dinner was great. (: except for those deeply-fried-sinful-fries. =\\
meeting bong tomorrow. ((: for some starbucks sessions and a visit to spotlight to grab some accessories to customize my white skirt. =D
oh ya, did i mention that zhenyi bought me a nike shoe that day? ohwells, here it is. (:
althought i dun fancy pink shoes, but it's just the thoughts that counts. (: and i don't wanna go against her by chunking it aside. it's kinda hurting i know.
zhenyi and i has been very close recently. not because that she bought me a nike shoe. and not because she took out $100 from her bonus and gave it to me. just somehow she knows what's going on in my ruined life and is trying to prevent me from turning into a wayward child. i guess she once came across such things and therefore trying very hard to give in to me.
mummy and daddy has been accommodating me too. they no longer scold me. no longer restrict me from going out. no longer nag at me. no longer get frustrated over trival things that i've said or done. althought it does make me once ask myself whether they no longer care for me, but i know deep in our hearts that i'm always their lil princess. (: so i guess, i shall take some steps backwards and not to go overboard.
just wanna say, i LOVE the 3 of you. =D
alright, enough of mushy words. update you guys with some photos. (:
countdown at manda's hse.
most adorable doggy. =D
some self editted photos. (:
ps: to friends who were worried about me drinking alcohol;
dun worry, that bottle of alcoholic drink is still in my fridge. i will only consume it IF i'm feeling very very down. but till now, i manage to control my emotions and have not resorted into using that last alternative. so, dun worry about me. i'm totally fine. (:
you took me by surprise and stole my heart before i could say no.
your actions are killing me, dimpleBOY.
what we could have been, 1/02/2007 11:19:00 PM.
Monday, January 1
year 2006 just passed in a blink of eye.
and i just welcomed year 2007 unwillingly.
seriously, i'm not very ready for year 2007.
with all those new challenges i have to face.
getting him off my mind;
and i just welcomed year 2007 unwillingly.
seriously, i'm not very ready for year 2007.
with all those new challenges i have to face.
getting him off my mind;
definately my Os;
and poly life if i passed my Os. (:
went manda's hse to countdown.
had bbq at her hse.
made several prank calls,
went manda's hse to countdown.
had bbq at her hse.
made several prank calls,
got screamed and scolded. =\
but we were all giggling and planning the next sentence to say. (:
planned to sing KTV.
but as we couldn't handle those complicated wires and plugs,
we played dance dance revolution instead. (:
walked out with manda to flag a cab home.
had some heart-to-heart talk with her.
and i reached home at 2.30am. (:
considered to be the FIRST(s) of my life.
first time hanging out that late. (:
first disobedient thing which i've done in 2007.
i was browsing thru wz's blog.
and i copied something from her blog.
"i guess everyone go thru breakups. and seriously, even though friends tell you they understand what you're going thru, fact is that they don't. cos they are not the ones who gave 101% into the relationship, they are not the ones who have hopes and dream of this relationship working out. they are definitely not the ones with the heart broken. & so, no one truly understands.
2006 was like a breakup season.
if you're in a happy relationship now, cherish each other, give and take and always trust, nv doubt the other party & i certainly wish you all the best. if you're single and looking, i pray the special one will come to you soon. BUT don't look for it, cos good thing only comes by when you least expected it. if you're single and not looking, cheers to your love for singlehood and if you're a player, be fair, don't break unnecessary heart. cos you know you're not going to be there to mend it. if you just got your heart broken, cool it off, don't give up on love. time will eventually heal everything. not in awhile, but slowly. rmb, is always sunshine after rain. "
i apologise that i copied stuffs from her blog.
but things she said partially meant how i feel.
and she can basically type it all out so clearly.
explaning every single feeling of how she felt.
not verbally, but written.
and i was practically nodding my head continuously when i was reading her post.
she's really my idol. (:
and tears filled my eyes when i recalled stuffs while reading her post.
alright,
i tink i shld get some rest.
before my body fails me.
will be online tml. (:
take care everyone.
may all your unfulfilled wishes in 2006 come true in 2007. (:
i wanted to spend my last part of 2006 with you.
but i guess, you can only see her in your eyes.
i've never seen my shadows in your eyes,
no matter how hard i want your sights to be on me.
i presume that with me around,
your eyes will forever be dull.
thats not what i wanted.
i want to see that glistening eyes of yours.
which i assume will only appear with her around.
just try your best to get her.
but pls dun tell me the good news of yours.
just take it as i'm wishing you good.
and giving you guys my blessing.
take care of yourself, my dimpleboy. <3>
what we could have been, 1/01/2007 03:05:00 AM.
